December 2010
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Run, run as fast as you can.
Where? Depends on where you want to go. Maybe you want to run forward, into the future. Maybe you want to run to someone! Run straight for your goal, and reach for it with all your might. Or maybe you don’t have anywhere to run to… in which case you can still run around. Circles, maybe!
Or maybe you want to run away. Who says you have to face...
Finally even in ranked solo queue. Elo still not 1200 though. Do I leave it as is or risk it all? Need to get some 5vs going though. Minus one on that. My fault -_- Plus they made me play Gragas.
Finally even in ranked solo queue. Elo still not 1200 though. Do I leave it as is or risk it all? Need to get some 5vs going though. Minus one on that. My fault -_- Plus they made me play Gragas.
Things I wish I could scream at some people
1. Please stop yelling at me.
2. Expectations are stupid.
3. Leave me alone.
4. I don’t trust you.
Maybe not scream. But screaming is the intensity with which I could convey these messages. The volume is not necessarily… necessary. Would be ironic if I did, eh?
More Professor Layton love!
There’s a tea ingredient here called Dream Fluff. It sounds lovely ^^
Also, my apologies to the professor and Luke for feeding you so much awful tea XD
And also, I can see the hamster’s feet now. lol.
Folsense music isn’t unsettling…
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Professor Layton, my love~! You won’t yell at your team, will you? ;_; Of course not, because you’re a gentleman!! Squeeeeeeee I love you. Make my day better please.
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People who play ranked are SUCH ASSHOLES. You can tryhard without being a dick. Learn civility.
So now I’m in a horrible mood. I hate people.
Edit: I’m tired of people.
Finally even in ranked solo queue. Elo still not 1200 though. Do I leave it as is or risk it all?
Need to get some 5vs going though. Minus one on that. My fault -_- Plus they made me play Gragas.
Wouldn't it be nice...
notsopretentious:
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long And wouldn’t it be nice to live together In the kind of world where we belong
Oh wtf it’s THAT song. I didn’t realize until now.
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Dreams...
notsopretentious:
formerlyknownas-spot:
So yesterday I had a dream. In it, I think everybody was walking away from me and I was left alone in the bleachers. In my dream I said I didn’t care, but when I woke up I cried.
This makes me very sad. And I miss you. And and we have to go on our Chili’s date soon, okay? Maybe next week after I’ve submitted all my college apps. :) Dreams are a funny...
“lol i just realized how useless Jax is when no one fights him”
– Ehehehe XDDD
OMG MY LUNCH WAS SOOOO GOOD I DON’T REMEMBER THAT RESTAURANT MAKING FOOD SO HEAVENLY BUT IT WAS IT WAS!!!
Also, bleh. I hope my previous blog never comes true. NEVER.
One day we will face each other, and I will probably think, We aren’t so different after all.
One day we will face each other, and I will probably think, We aren’t so different after all.
New Theme
Because I didn’t like the box around the title in the old one, but I was too lazy to look through all the themes to find one.
I don’t absolutely love this one either, but I like the font. Hopefully I can get rid of the subtitle, because I think it has an error in it >_>
How can I create my own theme?
All I want from life is happiness. I have no particular need for any deep meaning, or to leave a mark on the world, or anything like that. I would be perfectly happy living my life in relative obscurity, given that I had fun things to do and people to love.
My love is free, you know. I keep to myself, but if you come to me needy I will give you everything I have.
So yesterday I had a dream. In it, I think everybody was walking away from me and I was left alone in the bleachers. In my dream I said I didn’t care, but when I woke up I cried.
Wouldn't it be nice...
notsopretentious:
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long And wouldn’t it be nice to live together In the kind of world where we belong
I like the last two lines…
Belonging together is nice.
So my brother said...
Sorry, I really should stop reading your emails. It’s a bad habit of mine, I’m sorry.
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wtf?
I wish I could crochet all day, lol. It’s so fun.
Or rather, I wish I didn’t have anything to do but crochet.
“There was a blue bird on the grass, walking as if it were looking for a lost...”
– I don’t remember.
And a blog on the right day:
Er, friend sent me old blog. I was way too hyper back then.
http://-spot-.tumblr.com/
Not going to go back to it because I don’t remember my password. And I already have this one.
In other news: I’m going mad.
In still more news: Nobody cares.
I think I’m going to fail Stats because I don’t do work for that class >_> And my screen protector won’t go on...
Also a leftover
My checklist for love, because everybody seems to require one: -makes me happy
List of terrible things
In no particular order… -regret -wistful wishes for impossible things -depression -rage -caring what other people think -worry -loneliness -forgetting ._______.
*a note: this was leftover from yesterday or two days ago or something, when tumblr was doing weird stuff and not letting me post. I’m actually very happy today.
Jesus, I was tricky. Dashes? Who woulda thunk.
Not me, obviously >_>
fadedmoons:
formerlyknownas-spot:
Do not ever, EVER play ranked 5s with people you don’t know. EVER. You must know at least 3 others on your team, at the very least.
Ragequitting assholes.
In other news, my email seems to be broken, borked. Keeps sending the same things over and over again, and won’t let me...
Do not ever, EVER play ranked 5s with people you don’t know. EVER. You must know at least 3 others on your team, at the very least.
Ragequitting assholes.
In other news, my email seems to be broken, borked. Keeps sending the same things over and over again, and won’t let me view new emails.
Make of it what you will
She giggled. This is fun, she thought, as she looked down from the balcony. The ground was so far away, and she felt so high up. If I lean over a bit, I’m far enough forward that I can barely see the railing. I’m floating in midair…
Then the world tilted, and solid ground no longer existed. Falling forward, screaming, crying, laughing, tumbling across thin air, she freefell...
“I DON’T HEAR ANY MUSIC. I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE IS GETTING...”
– Mr. Lynch
Please continue teaching! Many of your students love you!
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I should probably stop being so comfortable at home. Sometimes I say things loudly at school, or yell at people in jest, and I complain a lot, and sometimes I do it at home too. If, for example, my mother is putting an apron over my head so I can wash the dishes, as she just did, I might say WAIT A SECOND, I’M ZIPPING MY JACKET, JEEZ. LOL. <- as in haha, not lawl.
I didn’t really...
Sixth Period Today
An encounter which makes me never want to sit at the tables in front of the vending machines again:
I had paid attention faithfully in every class. I did not text; I did not look at my phone; I did not listen to music. I’d waited all day until sixth period to play Professor Layton and the Diabolical Box, and after seeing my friends off, I found myself a table to sit down and play.
I had...
I would gladly take a bullet for you.
It is my opinion that there is no such thing as altruism.
First of all, altruism: selfless concern for the welfare of others.
From a biological/evolutionary standpoint, altrusim refers to an animal sacrificing its own well-being for the benefit of another animal. Now, the example I learned in biology was of some rodent-ish animal (maybe a squirrel?) sacrificing itself for other members of its...
